My affections do not matter anymore. I think she had enough of me. I become a sore sight. Everything that I do, do not command the same response and attention anymore. It’s like sticking a knife to your heart and pouring salt at the wound at the same time. I have done what I could.
I still loved her the way I used to. I still long for the warmth of her body when I wrapped my arms around her. To look at her while she’s asleep and kissing her on her forehead. To look her in the eyes and say I LOVE YOU BE!...I would do anything for her. But she’s slowly drifting away from me.
No matter what, I will love her and care for her. All that I want…is for her to be happy always. I do not know what’s going to happen in the future but I just want her to smile again. A smile that comes from the heart. Just like the one I saw when I held her hands for the first time.
Being together is just not about the happy times. It's the hardship you go thru together and how much you cherished each other. How you share each other problems....and take on the storm together!! When you loses that prespective. that's it...it's done! Maybe it's time to move on...
I may not be the one to complete her again………..
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