We were both jobless. I went back into my depression mode. I was lost all over again! I was stupid again! I lost everything! She lost confidence in me. I think I gave up on myself too. I was having suicidal thoughts constantly. I once held a knife to my wrist as I broke down and cried. I didn’t have the courage to do it. I wailed and cried like a little girl.
i cried so loud..i think the neighbour heard me
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