Friday, August 28, 2009

22 - it went downhill

Leaving mobile wallet left a scar on me. I lost my confidence and charisma. I was a lost fool. I do not know what to do. I couldn’t secure a job and I’m getting poorer by day. It was then; she started to have doubts in me. I can’t blame her as I was a total mess. A TOTAL MESS! She began to shy away from me. It was worse during Chinese New Year.
She wanted a man who can provide and protect her. Things wouldn’t have happened if I could secure a job and have a consistent income.
I realized I got lazy and too comfortable. My confidence and intellectual level is deteriorating really fast. I was like ass. By then, the market was bad and I was having trouble securing a job.

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