Monday, August 31, 2009
the final entry
this blog has served its last post. It's been a very beautiful journey. I'll shall be blogging on my personal blog soon. Will update really soon.
Saturday, August 29, 2009
Friday, August 28, 2009
29 - My feelings
My affections do not matter anymore. I think she had enough of me. I become a sore sight. Everything that I do, do not command the same response and attention anymore. It’s like sticking a knife to your heart and pouring salt at the wound at the same time. I have done what I could.
I still loved her the way I used to. I still long for the warmth of her body when I wrapped my arms around her. To look at her while she’s asleep and kissing her on her forehead. To look her in the eyes and say I LOVE YOU BE!...I would do anything for her. But she’s slowly drifting away from me.
No matter what, I will love her and care for her. All that I want…is for her to be happy always. I do not know what’s going to happen in the future but I just want her to smile again. A smile that comes from the heart. Just like the one I saw when I held her hands for the first time.
Being together is just not about the happy times. It's the hardship you go thru together and how much you cherished each other. How you share each other problems....and take on the storm together!! When you loses that prespective. that's it...it's done! Maybe it's time to move on...
I may not be the one to complete her again………..
I still loved her the way I used to. I still long for the warmth of her body when I wrapped my arms around her. To look at her while she’s asleep and kissing her on her forehead. To look her in the eyes and say I LOVE YOU BE!...I would do anything for her. But she’s slowly drifting away from me.
No matter what, I will love her and care for her. All that I want…is for her to be happy always. I do not know what’s going to happen in the future but I just want her to smile again. A smile that comes from the heart. Just like the one I saw when I held her hands for the first time.
Being together is just not about the happy times. It's the hardship you go thru together and how much you cherished each other. How you share each other problems....and take on the storm together!! When you loses that prespective. that's it...it's done! Maybe it's time to move on...
I may not be the one to complete her again………..
28 - Up North
She got a job in Penang. Will be moving up there soon, I wished she would have gotten a job in KL instead but who am I to say no? It’s a high paying job. She’s excited and raring to go. It’s good to see her all passionate once again. TO be happy again.
27 - Maybe not
Somehow things have changed. I think we have met at the wrong time. I was going thru the worse moment of my life. Disappointment and frustration got better of her. She lost it with me. We vowed to make life better again but damage has been done. She doesn’t felt the same anymore and who can blame her? With a man who can’t even stand on his two feet. She has every right to do so. I can’t expect you to go thru shite with me. I’m sorry baby! Sorry I can’t live up to your expectations.
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