the hollow man

during those days, i'm always surrounded by loads of ppl
ppl who are supportive, ppl who respected me
ppl who are sincere to me
those days, everything was warm and nice

now, i have me, myself and I
somehow i do not feel the warmth anymore
i'm alone in a battle of me against the world
despite my smile, i felt empty inside
i do not have any facial expression anymore
i no longer command the charm that was irresistible to others

sitting here staring blankly at the screen with loads of works piling up on my desk
i do not know where to find salvation
things that were supposed to cheer me up no longer cheer me up
instead it messes me up even more
i think i'm going into depression again
and god! i hate that


i tot i can count on that one person but guess i was wrong