an empty vessel

a ghost from the past decided to come back for me
what you seek is never what you get
in the view of current proceedings, everything seems gloomy
a path of illumination that was once there seems to have vanished into thin air
i hope i'm not being too dramatic here but it seems i have hit a roadblock
i've always been a dedicated employee with good working attitude
i do not understand what is lacking of me to gain respect
one thing right after another
i have been a highly motivated person and to see myself in this state of mind
to tell you the truth, i'm freaking tired of life
if i have an option, i wish i have been borned into a wealthy family if not a very poor one
it draws a firm line of expectations and wants
being in the middle working class is a curse!!!
i'm worried one day i might just give up on life

why live when everyday is a bleedy struggle?
why live when what you've done today doesn't matter tomorrow?
why live when your life is just an empty vessel?