Wednesday, July 15, 2009

out the window pain

looking out the window
staring blankly at the blue sky
wondering what had happened?
was it something i done?
did i not worked hard enough?
am i being impossible?
piles of rumbles piling up on me now
reaching out my hand in hope of another catching it
yet another lowest point of my life
need to be strong and pull myself out from the rumbles

sick of being judged and living a life dictated by ppl around you
live up to their expectations and what they're not

I have big ambitions but humbled by ppl around me
i wish i could act to my own will but have too many ppl to answer to

i wish i have the supports that i long for......

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